Hope

hahahah...im online!!! RBS is very very very very FUN!! seriously, will blog about it once i get back from this camp. hehe ...

shall post something nice in my blog. =)

a short poem called : HOPE by Brian Quinn

When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going,
though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all,
it's just no use!
You can end it all,
you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain -
just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,
one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past -
they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope

--- i hope you all would love this as i find it quite interesting ..when life turns sour, look on the bright side, God is HERE and is waiting for you . He LOVES us all !! isn't it magnificent? =)

preparing to leave everything behind

hey..so far hows everyone with their cny??lol...mine was not bad la..haha...instead of gaining weight i lost weight during cny..wanna know why??cuz i kept drinking can drinks instead of eating..lol...hope that i wont get diabetes..or ''sweet urine''...ahaha...

2 things we normally see during cny... mandarins.....pfffff...juicy!!!

and o yeah...ang paos..oohoo..up till now..i only got 10..lame..haha

yea..and i got an additional thing in my list loo..pfff....

yup..these are the bags that i am gonna take along for RBS because its a long 5 weeks camp..ahaha...i am so gonna miss my frens for 1 month...not to mention my family as well..aahha...and all the ang paos that i will miss!!!!ARGHHHH!!!!

well hope all of u will continue to enjoy ur CNY la lol...

1 peter 1:18,19

for you know that it was not with perishable things such as silver or gold that you were redeemed from the empty way of life handed down to you from your forefathers,19,but with the precious blood of Christ,a lamb without blemish and defect.

Happy Chinese New Year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.!!

>.<

nothing much to post actually..just wanna wish everyone CNY~ ~ aaah...going to RBS soon..gonna miss church lerh~~.... but nvm, i go RBS means everyday also worshipping God..like going to church everyday..that's a BONUS..

AT LEAST, I am not gonna rot in my house anymore..got activities d.~hehehe ..

too bad can't bring handphone..no connection with outside world for 1 month weyh..

very hard to tahan!!!

maybe bring laptop ..and camera!!!!

jahahahahahahxDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ntg to blog / post/ talk..so..nightz...

God bless you! <3

this 1 rox!!!

i took this super cool test and everything came out was super accurate..haha..makes me forget my emoness dy..^^


Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver(true..true..XD) because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.( o yeah!!)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.(this is superbly ture....but dont test my nerves)


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (i do...but it wont bring us anywhere...)


The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (hmmm..this 1 i will wait..i am available now..haha)


Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (ya..but still i am quite slow so cant really cope with all the studies...lol)


The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (yes!!my target)


How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. (YES WE CAN!!!(barrack obama..haha)


What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (true true^^)


Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (thats why i am always emo...haiz..haha)

dude..this is so accurate..seriously..haha..feel like taking 1 urself leh??haha..easy..just dial 1300-13-XXXX..no la..juz click this..haha..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

juz pics...^^

yo..well..i am not working dy..so now got loads of time to lepak here and there..haha..till next week RBS..^^..well..dont think i will really miss anyone as i will only be going there for a month or so..lol..i gotta buy stuffs to prepare for RBS..mainly sports shoes...raincoats...and most importantly..FOOD..they say there are plenty of good food there...hmm...i dont really believe so i need to bring mine juz in case..haha..i am bored and pissed off these few days for some reasons..so i got nothing to do..juz to post some funny pics here..haha..enjoy..^^

haha..i kinda like this 1 as it identifies those who are emo...those who have these kind of hairstyles are emo ppl..lol...XD

discussion topics..lol

Love - likeness of various expressions Like - living in kind eagarness

i will break it down

I like you. meaning i tolerate you in kind regard. you are very personable. you are an ok type of person

Love - my tolerance for you in kind regard varies in likeness. one time, i want you, another i want to kill you or hurt you. i find myself in various emotions i can't handle but i can't seem to let you go. it's like i am hook

When a guy says he loves you and want to be friends. he means he can tolerate you as a friend but can't share that deep emotions with you anymore. he holds you in high regard. you notice i didn't say Kind. in high regards. his feelings are intact for you but they just don't hold that kind of various expressions anymore.

now the boundary between liking and loving someone is a reality check for someit’s hard to talk about this boundary without using example and comparison. They don’t give an exact picture, but they suggest and give you a sense of the reality.If you say, “I love my dog,” but look at an apartment that doesn’t allow pets, you only liked the dog. Whoever said, “You can fall in love with a rich man as easily as a poor man,” never loved. Whoever thinks love can be measured by a bathroom scale or diminished by age, never loved.Love is like the answer to a riddle. Other answers may seem good or clever, but only this one answer is perfect.Love is like the right job. The job inspires you and feels like play. You crave the work, you are passionate about it. It lifts you up and drives you to new levels.Love is the color which connects with the deepest level of your being. It is the music which speaks to you.When you love someone, you are totally yourself with them. Nothing can drive a wedge between you. Whatever life throws at you, you deal with together.When you reach the boundary between like and love, you know you are entering another country. You are beyond newness and infatuation. You know what Shakespeare meant when he called love “an ever-fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken.” when he tells you "baby you know i love you" and i don't want to hurt you but can we still be friends". it's over. there is a wedge between us that we can deal together anymore but i like very much that we remain friends because the beautiful thing that we share shoudn't be wasted on enimity

true...very true..

D I F F E R E N C E S B E T W E E N L O V E A N D L I K E

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eyeAnd the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to likeAll you need to do is cover your ears,But if you try to close your eyesLove turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.


Author Unknown

i hate it!!!

i dont know what is happening to me for the past few days..and now i know why..
i am really sorry for everything that i've done..i really didnt know that u were always there for me..i really am sorry..i know that this kind of feeling really sucks..but i cant help it..so..before i leave for RBS..i want to say to a certain someone..i am really SORRY

quite interesting

ok so i stole this from sam mok ...quite interesting...haha


Does your name fit you?♥
A: has smile to die for=)
B: is a nerd at times
C: can kick ur butt
D: great friend
E :has beautiful eyes
F: wild and crazy
G: HOTT
H: likes someone
I: bestt boyfriend or girlfriend
J: is really sweet
K:gorgeous
L : very good kisser
M: can be funny and dumb at times
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: makes people laugh
R: gives good hugs
S: NICE BUTT
T: very opened - minded
U: is loved by everyone
V: not judgmental
W: very romantic
X: never let people tell you what to do
Y: very hot
Z: makes dating fun

L:very good kisser
E:has beautiful eyes
O:has one of the best personalities ever
N:easy to fall in love with
G:HOTT

K:gorgeous
E:has beautiful eyes
N:easy to fall in love with
G:HOTT

C:can kick ur butt
H:likes someone
E:has beautiful eyes
N:easy to fall in love with
G:HOTT

you know what??most of them are correct....except for the likes someone..loll..haha..interesting

now what??

ok..so i will be in kl for about 2 more weeks cuz after that i will be in camerons for ''holiday'' for like about 5 long weeks..ok so for all of u who wants to spend quality time with me....better do it quickly..haha....i am available starting next week as i am working like a worm here in low yat..BORING...haha...

school started last week and cuz i have already graduated...like others..i dont have to go to school anymore..for the 1st day of school..i mean now i am working and low yat is quite a famous place to hang out for students after school..lol..and when the school ends..lots of students came and lepak around low yat..when i saw them that kind of feeling was very weird...its like they are wearing school uniforms while i am not going to school...its like i skipped school that day or have already dropped out of school..haha..that seriously proves 1 thing..i miss school a lot..lol..to be honest loo..really miss school a lot..better than stuck at home or working outside...playing with frens and studying together was really something to remember back then...haha...

well..the post this time was to really express my feelings on how i miss school...and for those who are out there still schooling..dont rush through ur syllabus or other stuffs..appreciate ur time at school..haha...cuz u will really miss it like me...^^....AWWWWWWW

hello 2009..

i am finally 18 this year and i am officially declared a man..ahahhaa..cool huh???can do so many things once we are 18 but dont overdo it...lol..got limits..dont play play lol..o ya..everyone should be reminded to wear their seat belts especially those sitting at the rear seat..lol..this is nonsense la..whats the use anyway??there will still be accidents..lol...

yeah...so i trust everyone will have already written down their new year resolutions rite??ahhaa..ok..so i will write some of them here..lol
in the year 2009...

-first and foremost..do hope that i will grow taller..i dont wanna stuck at 167 for the rest of my life..i wanna be 170+++..ahahahahah...after i enroll myself into college i am so gonna hype myself and be active and join all sorts of sports..ahahahha...i am so gonna grow taller this year!!!!LOL
-hmmm...everyone have been saying that i've gained weight..juz u wait..i am gonna sweat myself all the way so that i will be around 62 or 63 which is normal..but now i am 68..haha..5 kg only ma...a hahaha..
-i am gonna take my driving license and once i get it i am gonna drive myself around cheras searching for food once i am hungry..i am sick and tired of eating bread and maggi mee at home..ahahahha...go around yulek eat prawn mee and char siew fan..lol..who wanna join me???ahahahahahhahahahaha...
-Oooo..and i am 18 this year..so i can go disco pub and do all sorts of silly stuffs..*aheemm*..no la..i wont la..i hate drinking beer and stuffs that contain alcohol..cuz i am a good ''man''...ahahahaha..o ya then i can go and watch movies which are only for ppl above 18..OOlalala..ahahahha..freedom...
-i wanna get good results for my SPM!!!how i wish i can retake my spm all over again..now only i realized i didnt actually give all i got for my spm..if i get bad results..aww...i will regret men..so regret..i may even cry for the 1st time..lol
-i want my hair to be straighter than serene tai's...ahahha..i wanna change my hairstyle lo...take example even beverly oso changed to la la hairstyle...beatrice hair short...and then kim..she dyed her hair blonde..lol...i oso wanna change...but i am so not gonna change to la la..ahahahha...sorry a beverly goh..a hahahaha
-have a GF perhaps???....lol..ahahahahahaha...
-expand our church YF..i have some plans now on how we can really make our YF more active..ahahaha..
-be more closer to God...not juz by reading the bible everyday and getting to know the doctrines..but be close to Him in a personal manner..ahahaha...

hmm..then a..thats all i can think bt now..lol...next time update again la lol..k la..happy new year to all of ya...^^